take life as your lover.

this is an invitation to enter deeply into the sensuous world of mystery, communion, and play.

through devotional movement, guided meditation and embodied language

to become holy and wholly rearranged.

Come…

  • ripple with the pulse of the universe

  • luxuriate in mystery and possibility

  • devote your attention to the shiver that lives underneath

“that was magic. you all feel like living poems to me.”

- yvon

for brave humans who…

  • are lovers, dreamers, courageous star gazers, dwellers, pioneers, and pilgrims of of the liminal

  • want to presence themselves to all of life

  • desire to be pointed back to their own primordial wisdom that flows through their veins

  • wish to dwell in the belonging of their body

  • are tired of abandoning themselves

  • are willing to sit with questions as much as answers

  • long to find and follow their body's holy yes and sacred no

  • want to increase their capacity for sensation as a form of intelligence

  • want to infuse their life with rich juicy spaciousness

  • crave to dip their quill into the rich ink of the mystery to write a new reality

  • are bored with talking about healing and just want to get closer to all of life, the sublime and the down and dirty, and use it all as inspiration, as fuel, expanding their capacity to hold and feel it all

  • want to conspire with the universe

  • want to journey with ceremony in the companionship of community

  • wish to be wholly and holy rearranged

what is it to be holy rearranged?

to feel the sacred in the swaying of your hips, the sweeping of your arms. the inhalation and exhalation of your full body breath.

to touch the divine through the soles of your feet, the soft of your belly.

to breathe, move with reverence and prayer for your body, this life, our planet.

what is it to be wholly rearranged?

to be utterly, thoroughly, recalibrated. cell by cell. from limb to limb.

this is an invitation to be led by the temple of body: her primordial, ancient, universal intelligence. her sensuous, feeling curiosity. through devotional movement, deep stillness and embodied language.

two live gatherings on the first and third tuesday every month. intuitive dance and embodied writing.

this is not a formula, how-to, arrival, or something to master or subdue. it is a new lens through which to experience the world.

it is not about where you are going, but who you are while you are journeying.

it is how you show up for your own precious life.

it is a whole and holy rearrangement.

it is a homecoming.

it is bodily alchemy. a marriage of the cosmos and the earth of your body.

to touch the world, through heart, hips, pelvis. muscle, bone, blood, and sinew. breath and word. in stillness and in movement. it is melting into the everything, letting it change you, and birthing something new. conscious creative participation with source.

artistry rather than mastery.

it is seeing new possibilities. witnessing the sacred shimmer in everything. it is being in reciprocal circuit with the living breathing world. it is sinking your teeth into the flesh of life, letting it's bittersweet juice explode in your being, becoming a part of you.

it is unleashing the current that lives inside.

becoming the flow. oceanic shapeshifting with the elements... an unfurling wave... rearranging of self to gather into a new wave. the same. yet wholly different.

to leave behind the predictable and patterned, the distracted, numb, and busy for the rooted, spacious, and wild.

it is a new way of being. wholly and holy rearranged.

“the way nicole evokes the senses is real life magic!!

i went from sitting in my living room mildly stressed about nothing…to transported into beautiful luscious spaces within my own senses and imagination. i found sensations of pleasure and peace in my body, and easy access to creative flow.

this practice changed my whole day in just a few sweet slow moments.

it is such a gift to be so skillfully and lovingly guided back into an enlivened, centered, poetic version of myself i wish to experience the world through every day of my life.”

- amy r

two live gatherings on the first and third tuesday every month. intuitive dance, guided meditation, and embodied writing.

we gather in online playgrounds to practice bodying a constellation of primordial intelligence through the portals of devotional movement, sensuous curiosity, and embodied writing.

holy rearranged membership includes:

full access to all offerings live AND recorded replays

  • 2 live immersions every month: 60-90 minute online playground every first & third tuesday of the month
    10:30am LA| 1:30pm NY| 6:30pm London

  • replays of each offering will available within 24 hours after live class

  • living library of past class recordings (30+ and growing)

  • recording of our opening ceremony where we delve deeply into devotional movement, embodied language, and sensuous curiosity

    $52 per month

you can join or cancel at any time. if you cancel your membership and decide to rejoin at a later date, you will be charged whatever the current membership pricing is.

"oh. my. gravity. what manner of witchy magic did you weave for all of us lucky souls?? that was amazing, thank you.”

- dalia c

meet your facilitator:

i’m nicole polk.

provocateur of goosebumps. cartographer of joy. weaver of magic.

turned on by life, itself. i’m deeply devoted to the thrill of being alive and finding a felt sense of belonging in the home of my body. building a life of curiosity and play, reclaiming pleasure as my birthright, the generative fuel that is its own reward. alchemizing the life that pours into me, making my body my primary medium of expression, so my life and art become one and the same, indistinguishable from each other. learning to steep in joy so long it pours from every cell of my body in generous overflow.

i create playgrounds for humans to seduce wonder and delight, plunging into a love affair between infinity and their bodies, companioning them home to themselves.

“thank you for this incredible space you have created. my heart was open instantly - the space you have created was a warm melting place.

i couldn't stop the tears, it felt so good to be home in my heart here ....and there was an awareness, a bit of inner noise wrestling and that was loved there too. it feels good to write - i love to write - and yet i resist.

holy rearranged has melted that resistance and i am loving to express words on a white page again.

love and gratitude to you.”

- theresa

tell me more

  • embodiment is simply being with the now. feeling the now. the now of the world flowing through your body. not needing it to change. simply being with all of it. it's an opening and unraveling. a porosity of the body. embodiment is your capacity to feel into where you intersect with the universe. it's is intimacy in it's greatest sense.

  • at it's simplest, devotional movement is movement + intention. it is moving your body in reverence to life. it's a bodily prayer. a call and response. it is a way of being in ceremony and conversation with the universe. it is an honoring of the divinity of the world through the temple of our body. it is asking life's questions with the body and letting your body be the expression of the answers you find. it is both a practice and a reward.

    there is no right or wrong, good or bad.

    we get good at what we practice. we practice dexterity, fluency, and articulation. moving in non-linear ways engages the same parts of our brains to make non-linear connections. it's the heart of creativity. making new connections makes new possibility visible.

  • sensuous curiosity is feeling one’s way into life by moving from head into heart, belly and pelvis. a shifting away from endless doing into embodied being by awakening to one’s senses. letting our wholly being here move us.

    it is a pausing and slowing, quieting and listening in order to taste, touch, smell, see, hear and feel one’s way through life. it transforms each encounter into a vivid, multi-sensory expedition that invites a deep communion with the core of one’s being.

    it is using the body as a question and becoming a malleable expression in response to it's sensorial inquiry. it is diffuse, wide, and deep, rather than a pointed, narrow focus. a sense of growing the body to include and alchemize everything in its path. widening capacity for intelligence to move through. using every sense as a path of discovery.

    receptivity rather than force.

    sensuous curiosity invokes one’s innate wisdom - the deep knowing unique to each being - and expands one’s capacity for experiencing embodied pleasure.

    in this exploration each step, breath and heartbeat becomes a sacred communion with the now, weaving us into the vibrant tapestry of life where every moment is an intimate embrace with the universe itself. goes here

  • write (v.)

    draw the figure of; carve

    free writing in the greatest sense. free writing through free bodies. drawing with our body’s movement, writing with our mind’s imagination. an invocation. words born of the moment. words waiting to be unearthed, revealed. new truths, insights and epiphanies. words that change the way you see and how you live. loving yourself onto the page.

    this isn’t about writing well or sounding good. this is about whatever is inside finding it’s way out. onto the page. into your life. you are a writer because you write.

  • we've been taught our entire lives to prioritize our intellectual intelligence. it is brilliant but is only one of a vast field of intelligences. like experiencing a world of black, white and grey in a universe of infinite shades of color.

    it’s the difference between a romance witnessed through the flat smooth surface of pixels on a tv screen and one felt as two visceral bodies merge in communion.

    to live as an active participant and not simply a detached observer is to awaken to the intelligences older than time: sensuous, bodily, emotional, extraordinary intelligences beyond mere intellect. beyond mind’s understanding.

    the force that makes the hair on the back of a mother's neck stand on end signaling her child in danger. calling a dearly missed friend only to find out they were just thinking of you. the way hands touch canvas, how tongue knows taste and heart senses mood.

    it's conveying everything you've ever needed to say to someone in how you hold each other's gaze, not a word ever spoken.

    it's the creative power at the heart of everything. every pulsation. every breath. the source that birthed the stars also birthed you. when we practice accessing these orphaned pieces of ourselves we become richer, more creative, resourced, joyful, powerful.

  • to show up for each and every class with an honest inquiry into what is alive. to hold each class as if it was the most precious moment in life. to open our bodies and hearts courageously to the conversation it wants to have with the universe. to invite you to journey in companionship - feeling into the ancient wisdom that flows through your cells. to invite you into a field of possibility, an ecology of options of which to author your life. you get to pluck the possibility, what you do with it, how you integrate it, how it spills out into your life, creations, relationships. you decide who you are in relation to your life.

    your experience will be and should be highly personal. promising you a destination would be caging your wild, whereas we want to set it free. this series is about making YOU your own best teacher in a shared space with like-hearted souls. about inviting you to let the world pour itself into you and change you by the intimate conversation you have.

    this takes radical self-responsibility. responsibility gets a bad rap, but we see responsibility simply as the ability to respond. this container is designed to be an act of deep listening. calling forth the whole of your intelligence in which you get to respond.

    this is the ultimate act of love for yourself. it's deeply devotional and powerful. but oh, the wild possibilities that live in you. we can't wait to see what you do and who you become.

  • we understand life gets in the way and it’s not always possible to join live classes. replays of every class are available in the living library.

    we encourage you to join live whenever possible. nothing replicates the tangible energy of creating and witnessing together in real time. moving and sharing together creates incredible connection, love and change. holding space in companionship together simply amplifies the body’s experience.

  • i believe play and exploration is rooted in safety first. everything offered is simply an invitation into experience that you choose how far to plunge into. it is gentle inquiry rather than demand. while i ask you to leave your cameras on during classes for us all to feel the energy of a living space, you never have to be in front of the camera if you donʼt want to be.

    that said, the very act of creation, is by definition - risky. we do not know the outcome, where we will end up when we create something new. if there is no risk, there is no creativity, no new, no growth, no change. so we will encourage you to risk something. how much you risk is up to you.

  • for years weʼve been trained to express ourselves in words. to learn and live through words. but our bodyʼs language is so much older than our minds. guided intuitive movement will open you up to whole new worlds within and change the way you live in your outside world.

    plus, it’s so much dang fun! the body revels in being moved outside the linear.

  • playground (n.)

    a deep place to frolic; unimpeded movement while in connection with the earth

    a space for the magic of the unknown to unfold. a rhythm of movement and rest. a pulsation. a place to fail. a place to play for the sake of playing. a place to be remade–to break down into elemental essence and rearrange into something new.

  • an ever growing and evolving library of class recordings. when you purchase the time traveler membership, you get access to all past classes. 30+ classes covering a wide spectrum of themes.

    a sampling of themes:

    • eros

    • permission

    • beginnings, middles, endings

    • identity

    • receiving

    • feminine and masculine energies

    • risk

    • new years intentions

    • activation and settling

    • winter solstice

    • eclipses

    • the 1st dandelion

  • yes. this community is for you and your shifting needs and desires. if you opt to cancel and decide to rejoin at a later date, you will be charged whatever the current membership rate is at the time.